The Breadwinner

even a tough man will fall one day. never thought this will happen to him, never expected this. everyday seeing him as a very healthy man, goes for his evening jog after work, control his diet and all... sometimes he would still nag his children about this and that. we may not listen to what he said, as the words turn to be irritating, poking the eardrums. the worst is, we may just ignore him for instance. today, shit happened! now only we realized how unfilial children we used to be, how harsh we treated him, how disrespectful we were! how dare we could claim his as petty old man, stingy person in the world and so... just for the reason of not buying things we want to have?! gosh, this is so ridiculous when we really think it wisely for what words which came out from our bloody mouth. the day will come and if we don't cherish and treasure the moment we still have with him, forever we will feel regretful. one day we may never have the chance to even hear his voice or see him again, do what we should do before everything is too late.

i'm sorry for whatever it is... and i love you dad!