Girl with dreams

Do you dream?

Always!

I live to dream. Dreams are part of my goals to accomplish. I need to dream to keep me going. Dreams give me hope. Whatever i dream about, as long as i think isn't unrealistic, should be fine =) Being realistic? Yes, i am... I never dream to live in a castle or to be a princess. So i think it's reasonable. Life would be dull or miserable if you never dream, ain't? Dream can be so beautiful... It motivates you, it tells you to be more hardworking so that your dream can be realized someday.

What i'm trying to say is... people do dream!!! Its just the matter of you dream big or small. I tend to dream big although it's far to realize. Reaching my goals is important to me, and i don't wish getting sidetracked. This is me, the girl with BIG dreams ;) What dreams am i talking about? FUTURE!!! Not PHUTURE... >.< 

Never want to share about MY DREAMS though =P

So people, sleep early tonight and start to have a nice sweet dream ;P 

When you are low with nowhere to go, remember this, when you open your eyes, your heart, your spirit, yourself, there you will find the stranger called hope! 

Spontaneous

I wonder how a person feels when he/she misses someone badly.

For me, i feel awkward.

The feeling is hard to tell.

I can never explain it by words. More than words i can say.

Missing someone can be so sweet and concurrently, can be so suffering.

Want a person so badly to be by my side.

Sadly, constraints to concern. =(

The every moment i spent is precious, priceless.

My heart is skipping

My mind is wandering

all i can think of is

"When can i see you again?"

I miss you so badly

Welcoming the new me...

Few weeks back, i was caught red handed of being a rebellious girl. I disappointed my parents as they really put a high expectation on me. Their smart daughter is gone, left only the frustration... I punished myself, i left myself grounded. This isn't their decision though, but i think i deserve it.

Its actually a good time for me to rejuvenate my soul. Plenty of activities had been going on for quite a long period of time. No doubt, its kind of overwhelmed, restless and muddled. Staying at home, reading books, flipping thru magazines, being couch potato, net-surfing, facebook-ing, swimming and jogging... Basically, that's how i burnt my time during this 1 week break. Oh, never forget to mention about watching movies in cinema.

I made myself a to-do-list:

• To curb one of my bad habits- being EMOTIONAL >.<
• Be more health conscious- controlling my diets and doing workouts
• To cut down the outings- save money for trips =P
• To build a better relationship with family
• To be more understanding

And the list goes on...

Isn't it a healthier life? Although friends around me might think this as a drastic change, but i thought it'll be good somehow. =) Not so good to always project such image to people as a wild party animal, crazy playful young girl or whatever they can think of. I do need good impression for my better future. To be honest, i miss those great old days... *resminisce*

Soon... the real Gwen will be back again! ;P Fellas, wait for me! >.<

He is not the one for me...

Me being silly again...

I wasn't thinking straight at that point, i sent him a text.

"I told myself that the time will come when i'll stop loving you and the distance we have, i'll forget you. But then i realize that since you left, time had stopped and distance had no measure."

In fact i know that he actually found a new girl. I've tried my best to gather his updated news as many as possible. I want him to be happy, nothing more. 

All the best to you Mr. B, find your happiness and i'll find mine too =)