我了解
我明白
我知道
我清楚

我伤心
我失望
我难过
我痛失

我不笑
我不哭
我不想
我不要

崩溃

请别再伤害我了，我已经遍体鳞伤了。

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been thinking lately about life and future

so afraid to step out from the comfort zone

reality is always ugly and harsh

haunted me recently

am i ready for it yet

uncertainties and doubts

so overwhelmed

turn to be coward all of a sudden

lied to myself every single day

just wish to run away

tomorrow is just another day

goodnight and think later