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love is in the air... can you feel it? its a month of marriage i should say :) i just love attending wedding dinner, you know i know we don't need to know. LOL. the laughter, the joy, the happiness, the sincerity, the trueheartedness... just enjoying the time to have some reunion with the big family, fellow friends and all! somehow i wonder when would it be my turn, it shall be years after; how would it be, it shall be FUN!!! okay, stop dreaming girl! *slap*

love me, love me not... in fact i understand that I'm quite a loser in a relationship though people see me having several guys around me in these few years. people often asked, "why is it the different guy again? when can you settle down with the right one and inform the world that you already got the love of your life?" you know its tough, you got to find the one who could fulfill your own requirements as well as your parents'. i think highly of my family, they are my everything. i know they always have their own reasons to be strict to me, or to have expectations on me. as for myself, that will be for you guys to discover :)

to dream or not to be? dreams are always way far to realize, but if i don't dream, life shall be no more hopes, there will be meaningless. then why should i still live in this world? i dream for someone who loves me more than i do, cares about the every little thing of mine, treats me like a princess, prioritize me, understands me well... that will be the minimum requirements of mine, but i suppose every girls thought so too. i don't really go for the good looking one, as you all know, the handsome one always flirtatious... i prefer the well-behaved one, like people said, honesty is the best policy :) and I've been deeply wounded in the past, still recovering from the hurt, I'd want to have my partner to be frank to me, not hiding the truths which maybe one day find out. that could be ugly!

love is... for your own self to define it!

i love you GWEN!