Tattoo-ing the memory

thinking of getting a tattoo but worried too.. Afraid of pain and regret.. This could be forever.

Close the January chapter

If without noticing the date on my computer screen just now, i wouldn't know today is already 30th January. Time flies... Middle of the month i had my final exam for my degree's last sem n end of the month i had my japanese language beginner 1 exam. No more exams for me, not till my beginner 2 exam for the next 3 months. This is worth for celebration! Yay ^^v

Congratulations to my friends who soon gonna be engaged, to friends who got into their new relationships, to friends who soon gonna be parents... I could say other than the exam period, a blissful month i had. I was busy working part time, the long working hour is indeed crazy but i was well-treated. This i couldn't deny.. Lol! Food and Beer after work is definitely great! Couldn't resist looking for my bf Mr. Hoe everytime i finished work. Found a new spot of drinking cheap Hoegaarden- De Solvang @ Solaris Mont Kiara. Love the ambience, love the price! :)

Moo moo year is gonna end soon, roar roar year is just around the corner. Its my year baby! Its my time to shine like a star, like a sparkling diamond! Although i'm worried about my future, guess i should put it aside first because i'm in festive mood. Gong hei fatt choi baby! Its ang pau and travel time! I miss taking flight with family, i miss spending quality time with them, i miss travelling with them, most importantly, i don't need to pay a single cent for it. XD

To whom may concern,
God will bless you for the hardwork and effort you put into, i'll pray for you too. Your dreams shall be realised, your wishes will be granted. Don't tense up yourself. Health comes first!

To whom may concern,
I'm glad that you move on and have your new life. Finally everything has come to an end. No more disputes, thats the greatest thing! Bless you and your significant 1.

To whom may concern,
Darl buddy, you know that i miss you and your tummy so much. Please come back with the disco ball. Heart you!

Love the people around me. Love the life i have. Love the dreams i live for.

A. A person who can provide u nothing but love

B. A person who can afford to pay for what u wanted to buy, but doesn't really love u

C. A person who can provide u unlimited love and bear your expenses

D. A person who loves u and effort made was after the relationship ended

E. A person who u love him/her more than he/she does

F. A person who loves u but u don't really love him/her

Many possibilities if i were to list down... No matter how, i appreciate those people who give me the meaning of life. Without them, my life will be dull. It could be colourless, there would not be moment to capture. I could be a nobody in this LOVE WORLD!

Love or not?

美丽的误会

我从来都没有欺骗过你，也没有给过你任何虚假的希望。只是你一直以来都觉得我在给你错觉，让你有假象，更觉得我会等你。其实你根本都不明白我所要表达的意思， 还直言说我一直都在说谎，答应你的一切都是假的。

也许当下的我曾说过一番很感性的话，让你有所误会，更认为我们之间还有希望。难道你分不清什么是承诺的话，什么是完整一句美丽的话吗？当下的我也可能因感觉，在很浪漫的环境底下所说的话，你就把它当成是一种承诺，那我根本就没有说过那番话是对你许下的诺言，我岂不是你现在所谓的说话者，大话精？ 没有人会知道明天的你还会活在这个世界上，我也不是要预测什么，我根本就给不到任何人任何保障与诺言，难道我还会答应你这些这样重要的事情吗？

你也许会认为我在推翻你对我的想法和观念，也可能觉得我很强词夺理，难道我说得这么明显，你还不了解吗？我不会要你为了我而做任何东西，就算是在读书方面或者是工作上。你只要做给你自己看，证明给自己就好，而不是给任何人，因为人活着就是为了自己，跨越自己，让自己更自重，而不是为了别人才做出任何生活上的改变。因为为了别人才让自己更进步，我会觉得你在你人生当中所要达到的目标也未免太过简单了？

你曾说过，你清楚明白我们不会复合，你也只是会当我是个朋友而对待，今天的你反而又问起了我会不会等你，我真的搞不懂，你说的话也蛮自相矛盾，我还以为你已经想通了，也不会在钻牛角尖了，可是。。。我真的为了这件事而烦恼了起来，不知道要怎样去解释说明，你才能了解我所要告诉你的一切。

别再那么的固执主观，可以吗？听一下别人的解释，听一下别人的见解，可以吗？改变下自己的观念，想法和看法，可以吗？我并没有欺骗过你，我不是情场杀手，我没玩弄过你的感情。可不可以从另一个角度尝试去对待了解整件事吗？

我真的不想再为了这件事而争论了，也请你把感情的事摆在一旁。我希望大家还可以做回朋友，因为有缘才能相识，我不想失去多一个朋友。