Sunday, November 29, 2009

朋友

感谢您对我的关怀
感谢您对我的照顾
感谢您对我的付出
感谢您对我的帮助

当你已经决心要放弃我们这段友情
我也很无奈也无言了
因为我总觉得多个朋友好过多个敌人
况且认识一个人也要讲求缘分
上天安排我们相识
我相信它也不想我们结束这段友情
可惜,真的可惜
有什么办法呢
勉强再延续一段你认为没有可能再能维持的友情
也不会得到真正的快乐

在此祝你幸福快乐吧
我会把你当永远的朋友
为你的未来加油吧!

Sound of life

Could you hear the heart beat?
Could you hear someone's talking?
Could you hear the music playing?
Could you hear the voice of GOD?
Could you?

I whisper to myself
YES I DO

My heart is talking to me.
It knows the best.
Always follow it.
It will lead you in the right direction.

I ♥ I




Friday, November 20, 2009

句点

当双方已知道问题的存在
然而并没有尝试去做任何更改
因为每个人有那一丝的私心
已经习惯了一个人的生活
也没有心理准备要承担义务
如果突然间有个人在你的人生中出现了
这确实是一件比较难以接受的事
并且难以适应的
既然是无法改变自己的生活习惯
也无法真心真意的去关心另一个人
那么就把这段情份来个了断吧
免得做个自私的人
白费了人家对你的情意
浪费人家的时间与青春
也了解什么是岁月不留人
放手也是对人家的痛苦来个解脱
好让人家可以转移视线
接受新事务新的一个更爱他/她的人

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

nOvember rain


do you still remember what u did yesterday?
do you still remember how to miss a person?
do you still remember what is love?
do you still remember the happy moments you used to have with someone dear?
do you still remember the people who care for you and give you unlimited support whenever you needed?
do you still remember how to embrace life?
do you?

looking for a reason to believe, searching for a reason to love...
i forgot how to love a person, 'cos i found out that i love myself more.
love myself is also a kind of love, it just sounds a little selfish.
perhaps i need a little more time to be in love again.
it's the raining season to make me feel this way... =)



Guns N' Roses - November rain

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Sunday, November 15, 2009

ignoreMYrandomness!!!

The break up disease is contagious, do you agree? I tend to hear people around telling me about who breaking up or having fight with girlfriend/boyfriend... why? I'm also one of them, i wonder if they experienced the same situation like mine. There is no right or wrong in a relationship. As we already know, LOVE is blind. One is willing to be scolded, and the other one who will be doing the scolding. People see me as an autocratic girlfriend, needs freedom more than everything, selfish... bla bla bla... in short, I'm a bad girlfriend! But who knows the truth?

One day, i met my EX when i was chilling with my buddies at Laundry Bar. His presence reminds me about the past. I asked myself, was it my fault to put a fullstops in that relationship? Not saying that i still have feeling towards him but i feel bad after knowing him has changed drastically from a nice and sweet person to a guy who i can't even accept. But i don't think i could bring him such great influence :) God bless him!

When it comes to relationship, I'm not perfect, I'm not flawless. The crazy things I've done, the sins, let me be the one who clean them bits by bits... So i suppose I'm still alone now. I think myself still not suitable to go into a relationship, or i could say, i need a better man. I don't want to be so eager for a new person steps into my life although i do hope for people who care for me, pamper me, treat me like a princess :) Yet again, I'm not desperate. HEEEeeeee... :D

Right now, I'm happy with my life. I've my lovely wife, my mistress, my buddies, my SS Club members, my god brothers, my helpers, my crazy friends, my FAMILY! Basically, I'm contented! They provide me the endless LOVE, they give me strength, they are the best! I'll always remember whoever treats me well, I'll make sure they receive double or more from me! Thanks for being with me :)

Well, its just another random post, I'm just being so spontaneous in a boring Sunday...



p/s : thanks my buddy Aaron for editing this picture... i just love the vintage feel! *heart it*

Friday, November 6, 2009

getOVERityoungPEOPLE


What had happened recently?
People is backstabbing me, spreading rumors about me.
Whatever i've done previously, under the influence of ALCOHOL, i admit that i did wrong.
I thought it'd be the END for quite some times.
However, SOMEONE is still trying to mention the MISTAKE i made for SOME unexplainable REASONS.
In fact, i was trying to find out WHO is the PRODUCER, SCRIPT WRITER, DIRECTOR as well as the ACTOR!
A great job i shall say to that PERSON.
Obviously, he/she still couldn't get over me.
Trying to REVENGE?
C'mon young adult, think wisely before hand.

I won't get agitated over this matter, i'll only SYMPATHIZE you for being so.
Because you still care, that's why you did it!
Still, i should give you a piece of shit advise.
GO GET YOUR OWN LIFE!
There are many things you can do other than being a jerk.
Go climb your ladder of career, go concern about your family, go catch up with others' pace.
STOP HOVERING.