Bye 2011 and hello 2012

end of year 2011

what you have done

remember what you set for the new year's resolution

is the list all checked and cleared

have you set for the new targets and goals

what are you going to be in 2012

believe that through our efforts, we can make a difference in our lives of another by becoming a better listener not a master in solving another's problem

words of encouragement go a lot further than offering solutions that may or may not work

life is not made up of story problems to solve, but daily challenges to overcome and lessons to learn

may we each strive to become better listeners, spreading love and kindness to our companion

it wouldn't be new year if i didn't have regrets

i learnt and mistakes made will not be repeated again

been deeply wounded for 2011

it's time to stitch it back

thanks for those whom i loved and loved me

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Confession of the broken heart

The heart is aching.
The mind is out.
The soul is stolen.
I'm ready to cry.

Vexation, agitation, disappointment, hatred...

You caused me to feel so.
I don't want it.

Numb.
Thank you so much for treating me like this.
I believe I don't deserve this.

Time to say goodbye.

Confession of sin

At this point of time, I feel like giving myself bitch slap.
This is the worst feeling ever, and it disgusts me hell much.
Why like this? Why am I doing this?
The most sober time is when I'm awake from the dizziness and the after alcohol effect.
I can actually see my ugly face, the true color, the worst me.
I want to stop all the nonsense. As much as the unwillingness, I still have to do it.
The sinner's sin, the ridiculous me.