累

心被伤得有够彻底
无奈已变成绝望
觉得很寂寞
心在哭泣
有人明白我的心声吗？

人生不如意的事十常八九
可是我真的受够了
失意的时候还会生病发烧
天还会跟我开玩笑

唉！
心很痛啊！

Grievances

I've been working in this company for more than half a year. I thought i couldn't stay any longer than 6 months, still working for the slightly higher pay than the normal freshgrads :( A bunch of idiots from THEIR country are all so-called director level. If i were to be paid like them, mostly probably my job responsibilities will be very wide. Why are they doing nothing but just cleaning the shoes of boss? Just because they all carrying the blue passports and of course with attached expat's visa? I seriously couldn't stand for it, sooner or later, i'll be like the volcano from indonesia, ERUPTION! I'm waiting for the right time to go... God please hear my prayers and lead me to the brighter path, the right one. Fingers crossed and hope for the greater future. One day i shall hear from myself- i love my job; not everyday wake up hating the job bits by bits... Stop complaining and off to bed, back to the war zone tomorrow. Didn't i mention that my boss dislikes me to take medical leave, this is funny, who wants to fall sick?