Get loose

As the Chinese proverbs - Sometimes we're taking unnecessary pains to study an insoluble problem or in short, split hairs! Things can be so simple, don't take it too complicated. If we can do it this way, life would be so beautiful with lots of smile. If we're aware of it, don't just say it but mean it! Life's short, live it in a better way, but not sorrow, hatred or miserable. Live smart and in good spirit!

Take the negative feedbacks as a driving force to improve yourself. Let the past be the past, our eyes are meant to place in front for us to look forward. Bad experience we had, just let it be. Those will never haunt us again, future undertakings are more significant. Take good advises, ignore the bad ones. Ultimately, know how to differentiate the devils and angels.

Once again i'd say, IGNORANCE IS BLISS!

Time is what i required.

Patience is virtue.

Observe what will happen next.

Picking up the signals first.

Sort things out later.

No matter people blow hot and cold, just ignore it.

All i can do is follow my intuition.

Next stage of life

"Life's short, live life to the fullest" - I know this quote is true but sometimes enjoying your life to the max is not good.

Partying too much recently, turn to be alcohol addict, supper queen, eating hell much as if i was like famished ghost... I need a change, change my unhealthy lifestyle, that's for sure! Often say, upgrade myself- never want to be the ordinary one, never want to be like them (as in partying non stop). CHANGE!!!

I believe in you Gwen!

I'm suffering serious tremor nowadays. My fingers and hands are shaking terribly. Perhaps the stress and tiredness i experienced recently cause me so... Never forget to mention about the alcohol i took for these past few months. Suspected Thyroid disorders symptoms as mom said or what another friend of mine told me- problem with the rhythm of heartbeat. I've no idea... both sound scary to me. It definitely swings my mood. I'm worried... What if bad things happened to me? What if it really happened? What should I do?

Going for full body check up soon... bless me for the results that i wished for! Till then i'll update again. Night with lotsa love *hugs*