stronger and better

I promised, I will be stronger and better.
I promised, I will be more independent.
I promised, I will make my dreams come true.
I promised, I will be a successful woman.
I promised, I will not let myself down!

If you think you can, you sure can!

its been a while

Life isn't easy as ABC. I'm feeling so weak, for all the things I have been through. Couldn't be imagined what I would turn to be. After all these bad things happened again and again, I beg for no more. Am I too greedy or just that I was taking it too seriously? I don't know... I'm lost, it feels like sailing in the sea without direction, it feels like running for never ending marathon... Though it shall be god's arrangement, to test me, to let me go through the hard way. Whatever it is, I need a slap badly! To wake me up from the comfort zone, to remind me the sinister world, to pick up the pace and compete with the better ones.

Tired of being so-called care-less person. It reminds me more, what I shall be doing instead of thinking nothing and being lifeless!

its been a while

Life isn't easy as ABC. I'm feeling so weak, for all the things I have been through. Couldn't be imagined what I would turn to be. After all these bad things happened again and again, I beg for no more. Am I too greedy or just that I was taking it too seriously? I don't know... I'm lost, it feels like sailing in the sea without direction, it feels like running for never ending marathon... Though it shall be god's arrangement, to test me, to let me go through the hard way. Whatever it is, I need a slap badly! To wake me up from the comfort zone, to remind me the sinister world, to pick up the pace and compete with the better ones.

Tired of being so-called care-less person. It reminds me more, what I shall be doing instead of thinking nothing and being lifeless!

累

心被伤得有够彻底
无奈已变成绝望
觉得很寂寞
心在哭泣
有人明白我的心声吗？

人生不如意的事十常八九
可是我真的受够了
失意的时候还会生病发烧
天还会跟我开玩笑

唉！
心很痛啊！

Grievances

I've been working in this company for more than half a year. I thought i couldn't stay any longer than 6 months, still working for the slightly higher pay than the normal freshgrads :( A bunch of idiots from THEIR country are all so-called director level. If i were to be paid like them, mostly probably my job responsibilities will be very wide. Why are they doing nothing but just cleaning the shoes of boss? Just because they all carrying the blue passports and of course with attached expat's visa? I seriously couldn't stand for it, sooner or later, i'll be like the volcano from indonesia, ERUPTION! I'm waiting for the right time to go... God please hear my prayers and lead me to the brighter path, the right one. Fingers crossed and hope for the greater future. One day i shall hear from myself- i love my job; not everyday wake up hating the job bits by bits... Stop complaining and off to bed, back to the war zone tomorrow. Didn't i mention that my boss dislikes me to take medical leave, this is funny, who wants to fall sick?

Busy bee

A lil too lifeless nowadays

Always been busy at work

Nothing but work

Easily fall asleep when i was resting on the couch

Even if stuck in the traffic jam

STRESSED!
At times i thought of giving up

As in not going to work anymore

BE QUEEN at HOME!

But to think it in the other way

I COULD BE MORE LIFELESS

I'm looking forward the trip

Long awaiting trip

Pending for so long

WISH & DREAM

OCTOBER please come!

I'm rotting already

I MISS THE HOLIDAYS I USED TO HAVE

AND I WISH TO HAVE NOW!

人为梦想而长大

Sometimes life isn't about money, career or relationship. I tried so hard to be the ideal person, for myself of course! Everyone has dreams and wishes, this is why we would make wishes before blowing off the candles. Surely we have dreams to drive us further in our lives, to keep on going because we believe one day, dreams will come true. I'm still going strong, with the presence of family and friends. I appreciate the guardian angels, god's blessings, loves which sprinkle around me. Me still me, even though i never show it, doesn't mean i don't care. I'm still the passionate, kind-hearted Gwen. Life is a bed of roses with spikes, i learn from time to time. I still will go through the rocky roads, obstacles ahead. I won't be as emotional as i used to be, it deviates me from being reasonable. Gwen, tougher you can think :)

我的人生目标还是有一段遥远的距离。我会为自己而加倍努力！